March 28, 2016 Infected

By early afternoon, we had preliminary cultures back on the fluid that had been removed from around the implant- the bastard Staphylococcal.  This was the crap news we didn’t want to hear. A fourth surgery was scheduled for early the next morning to remove the compromised implant.  It is believed that when we had to perform the first emergency evacuation of the hematoma, bacteria was introduced at that time. The drain bleed continues to stick it to me.

Damn you infection

The real bummer of all this is that now I will have to wait a few months before another implant can be installed.  I will need the infection to clear, the flap will need to grow strong enough to handle an implant, and an implant will need to be fabricated.  I will spend the summer with only skin between the world and my brain where the 13" circumference wide excision was performed.  If anyone has any creative helmet ideas, particularly for a professional environment, please pass them along.  Photo of my head once implant was removed below.

Time to move forward

  

March 27-- Another surprise

The day before I was to return to work, or so I thought, I woke up feeling like I had one of the worst hangovers of my life. Unfortunately, there was something much more ugly going on in my head.  The next sign something wasn’t right was when I stood up from sitting the couch. I became dizzy to the point of falling to the ground.  At that time, we noticed perhaps a little more fluid under the flap. About 3 episodes of Family Feud later, I checked my head, and the damn thing was once again filling up with fluids, but at least at a much slower pace than the major bleed a few weeks prior.  We immediately drove to the ER where the original surgeries were performed.  After a CT scan, it was quickly determined that I needed to be opened up once again to see what was going on inside. Side note: I don’t think it’s ever good when the ER Doc comes in after reading your history and comments on how exciting it is.

Pre operation. Notice swelling, felt very squishy

Post surgery 3, drain on opposite side. I will always be mindful of drain site moving forward

We had two major concerns after the third surgery this month. The first was if the flap could survive being reopened. The second was an infection.  During the surgery, the fluid was found to be a clear liquid similar to serum in a blister, not blood or a puss like liquid typical with infections. The clear liquids and fact that I did not have a fever or high white blood cell count appeared to be good news that there would not be an infection. The surgeon was able to make a relatively small incision in the flap this time around, so it appeared the flap may not have any issues.

March 12, 2016 -- Release Me

I was released after 11 days in.  Once home, we continued to monitor the condition of the flap and plan an epic backpacking trip in the Sierra Nevadas.  I have found it helpful in my recoveries to have a goal to work towards. Something exciting to research and get strong for. Everything was looking good to return to work at the 3 week mark as planned, even with the unexpected rupture/hematoma removal.

At home, I had the expected low energy and a generally crappy feeling for at least another week.  Below shows the progress of the flap. 

Cleaning up after the leech blood bath

March 6, 2016 -- The Event

After 4 nights in the hospital, I was feeling strong and ready to head home. Unfortunately, the drain had other plans for me.



The Trouble Maker

The typically routine task of pulling a drain turned into possibly the scariest 15 minutes of my life. When the tube was being removed, it ruptured something under the flap. Immediately, I could feel the blood pulsing under the flap.  It didn’t take long until my head was visibly filling up like a water balloon. It really got troubling when I started to lose control of my body and see psychedelic-esque visuals, coupled with the most intense pain I have ever experienced.  Unable to keep myself composed, I was left clinging to Carrie (who handled the situation impressively calm, and who has been there for me throughout) and counting on a swift response from the medical team.  I was quickly, although it seemed to take forever, taken into surgery to crack my head back open.  At that time, something like a liter and a half of blood was released.  Good news- no apparent neurological damage / bad news- flap is dying.  Certainly don’t want to lose flappy. If the flap goes the implant goes and we will have a lot more to work through.



CT after the blood was released - still a little troubling 

Carrie- Cool as the other side of the pillow throughout this BS

  

That’s when the leeches were deployed to save the day.  The flap was dying because of a blood flow issue. My simple understanding is that blood was entering the flap, but the veins were so compromised from the emergency procedure that the blood supply could not make it to where it needed to go.  The leeches act as pumps, as well as secreting peptides and proteins that prevent clotting further, to improve the blood flow. I spent several days bleeding out to save the skin--Thanks Leeches!

Start of leech therapy

Path of leech therapy

 I spent the next 6 nights in ICU working on getting everything strong enough to survive outside the hospital.

March 2, 2016 -- Going back in

The titanium has treated me very well, and for the most part, the scars of DFSP have never really affected my life. My flap has also held up like a champ and never gives me any problems. I highly recommend the wide excision procedure for complete removal of the cancer. It may look gnarly, but I really have been pleased with the results.

After over 2 years of serious cancer free life livin', and we certainly try to live life to the fullest, it was time to replace the titanium mesh with a more permanent PEEK implant like the one shown below. A couple of the reasons to do this are that the PEEK will be a stronger/more permanent and will not affect scans the way the titanium does. Is it the right choice to mess with such a good thing?? That’s TBD.

The initial procedure to replace the mesh with the PEEK went beautifully as planned. Photos of  the removed mesh with the mold of my skull used to shape the titanium follow below. Really shows the size of the excision.



Post operation #1